slow-dancingwithadagger:
i always see posts on here talking about becoming skinny so “he can lift you easy as a feather”, or “so your crush will notice u!” and ofc there’s nothing wrong with this, but for me and i’m sure a bunch of others: it’s about control. it’s about me being the one who decides what i eat, when i eat. it’s about taking control of my body and watching myself become what i’ve always wanted to be. it’s about becoming the girl people are both jealous and afraid of because she looks so slender and her stomach roars and yet she has the self control to only eat an eighth of what’s put on her plate. it’s about choosing any item of clothing i like and slipping easily into it, having all clothes be baggy. i’m doing this for me, and i know it’s crazy to a certain degree, but i fucking adore it because it’s the one thing in my life that is mine entirely.
(via slow-dancingwithadagger)
dermatillorama:
hey just so u know I’m here for the girls who have slept with people who they didn’t like and girls who look back on old hook ups and feel gross. girls who have slept with people because they needed the sexual validation but had bad experiences or wished that thy hadn’t gone near those people. girls who found out how bad the people were after the fact. the character of your hookups doesn’t reflect your character. you’re all wonderful and I’m here for u
(via sizenegative4)
justapeiceofshit:
“Someone loves you”
Well that’s great, good for them and I appreciate it but that doesn’t mean shit if I can’t find a way to love myself
justapeiceofshit:
You asked me why I do things that make me feel bad. Why I drink energy drinks on an empty stomach even though I know it makes me shaky and nauseous, why I starve myself on hot days even though I know it makes me light headed and even pass out sometimes, why I take boiling baths and force myself to keep my head underwater even when I start to lose consciousness, why I listen to songs that remind me of him and watch movies that break my heart. Why I always take one too many shots of vodka and get too high to function, why I don’t wear jackets in winter and stay in the sun too long.
You see, when you’ve been numb and depressed for so long, feeling bad beats feeling nothing at all.
(via justapeiceofshit)
psychedelicfelon:
Most important lesson I learned in the past year is, don’t let anyone turn you cruel.
No matter how badly you wanna give the world a taste of its own bitter medicine.
It’s never worth losing yourself over.
(via flowersanddiamondsx-deactivated)
